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Hello Everyone!!
Well, it hasn’t been easy, but I’ve made the decision that I have to go home for a while. I don’t know when, or what will happen next. I guess I might be here for a little while yet. I just don’t know, and that’s the honest truth. I might not come back to Australia for a time. It’s been a hard decision..and I don’t exactly have the words right now.
I will be quiet on my favourite sites for a while, and I’ve got to get in touch with people, as far as arrangements go. I’m just hanging out and doing a few of the usually things for the day/night: walking the dog, listening to some favourite things on the radio, getting outside now and then, eating dinner, taking a bath…just trying to sit tight and calm down a little, as you can imagine it’s all very stressful; even though I’m happy about this decision.
Talked to Anne and Jordan outside a little.
Anne said how I looked “lighter”..and so I thanked her, and told her that I am still going to do some portraits for Jordan, because I got some nice pictures of her and the horses. I don’t know when, but I still want to do some portraits, eventually.
My writing might not be very coherent right now, because my brain feels fried. So..I’m sending my love out to everyone.. And I know we’ll keep in touch.
Now..I’m off to do some good work!
So, be well!
All My Love,
Amy
February 5th, 2005 at 11:22 am
Amy, I’ve been dealing with things myself. I don’t know how you’re feeling but I do – if that makes sense. Either way, you’ll be okay and the ones that truly follow your life and care will be here when you’re ready to journal again. Do what you have to do for you – the rest can wait. If you’re not happy, truly happy, then nothing will fall into place. Just remember, no matter how many people comment on your blog, no matter what people may say to you, no matter what Amy, there ARE people out there who DO care, who DO follow your journal and sweetie, there are people out there whose lives you are touching minute by minute and you don’t even know it. So, as you have already figured out, be true to yourself and everything else will fall into place. I’m here, I’m reading, not always commenting but always lurking and there when you need a shoulder. Email me if you need a friend. Hang in there, I’m proud of you – be proud of yourself. You deserve that. You earned it. Hugs hon, Nikki
February 5th, 2005 at 3:42 pm
Thank you, Nikki. I needed to hear that. I also want to thank Mel for calling me. I know there are a lot of people out there who are concerned about me, so that does help to talk to them. I guess it helps me feel a little less like I might be cracking up; even though I’ve heard from some books, like the Artist’s Way, that becoming sane can feel like going crazy.
It’s just a little scary with a history like mine, if people can understand that.
So, thank you again!!
Love,
Amy
February 6th, 2005 at 7:52 pm
much much love to you, amy. you do what you’ve gotta do to stay well. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (oops – that was a typo, but i’m leaving it cause i like it ;)
you’re in my thoughts. and i love you. and if you ever need anything, just say the word. and on the flip side, dont worry about being quiet for a while – be as quiet as you need to be.
love,
janine
February 7th, 2005 at 11:40 am
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Got that!! Love u! But you know that!! Talk to ya soon!!
love,
Ames
February 8th, 2005 at 4:13 pm
You’re welcome hon – anytime! Hang in there! ;)
February 11th, 2005 at 3:02 pm
Nikki,
Yes, been doing that..and it’s working!
Prayer, hard work, rest and silliness is doing a world of good for me. Plus, the support and help of my family and friends..including you!
Take Care!
Love,
Amy
February 22nd, 2005 at 10:48 am
Hey there Amy
…ummmm, what Nikki said up the top there, I would like to say too. Take care buddy. Let me know if there’s anything I can do to help add to the sillyness factor, or anything else (like tell me what your fav photo is of mine and I’ll get a print done and send it your way or something totally not helpful like that)
HUGS
Cam
P.S. I like your new top banner logo thingy too by the way…(you’ve probably had that for ages, sorry i’m a bit unobservant sometimes, ‘specially when I’ve been on nights)