Things are looking up now. I’ve got my plane ticket and I’m going to start packing my bags today. A change has occurred within myself that I just can not explain fully yet. It’s a good change, but I also am more stressed out. It may just be the bipolar disorder, as everyone I know keeps telling me. Or a change in my perspective, to which I’m currently adjusting. It may be stressful still when I return home, but maybe it won’t. I feel happy talking to my family and friends and ‘scuse the language, but goddammit, I miss the U.S.A. and I’m not ashamed to admit it. People keep asking if I’m Canadian, and I LOVE Canadia (he he), but no…I’m AMERICAN. And it’s time for me to be at home with the old folks at home.
CHEERS and MUCH LOVE to the Aussies..and that is meant sincerely. I know I’ll be back sometime soon, if not with friends and family later. So, from here on in, I’ll focus on spending time with loved ones here and do maybe a couple of blog entries or something short every day.
Things will get sorted as my feet get planted on the ground more…but my options and horizons are freeing me up. I see miracles all around me in nature and people, and I love this earth so I’ll write more poetry sometime. For now..focus is on my health and happiness. Then reading and writing more. After April I’ll find out what I want and need!!
I got called a legend again! By the electricity guy coming up the hill to read the meter. Ha…Aussie Blokes Rock! Yes..Capitals!