‘Member how I said I was gonna make an effort to make this site more arty and less quiet this month? ‘ Member that?
Well, I did make a little effort, but I’m not satisfied. And now my computer is sitting over there mocking me. Saying “You had a chance..now whatcha gonna do for JUNE?!! Will I play nice or will I make it harder still?!”
Yes, I’m not satisfied, but I’m not giving in either. And that goes for the rest of my daily struggles. The thing is, what is on here..or not..very much reflects the state of mind in which I’ve been.
So I’ll level with ya.
Not much artwork or journaling has been done. I’m not gonna go into the whole analysis of it, but it’s like I lost that initial burst of energy and “thrust” that I had back in February. Yet, I’m willing to do the work and stick to my plans of this blog and the artwork I want to make. Get that energy back. I am going to persist and FINISH some dayaaaamn projects in my lifetime.
Some of you know that when I promise to do something, it’s probably a long shot that I’ll finish it. Especially in the last few years. This is the main issue I’ve been struggling with and I’m soooo ready to be accountable and not make new promises till some major tasks, commissioned works, and promised gifts are finally FINISHED!!
My full name might actually be Amy Avoidance Miller? Either that or Amy Rubens Barrichello (Who is currently first, but will most likely end up bowing out and not finishing the race)
So, in summation..it’s less talk, more walk. And “um, yeah..it’s ..uh..the vibe” *
Here’s a pic of me eating a tree, taken by Chhavy many mannnny moons ago:
*curious about this quote?: Just rent the Aussie comedy “The Castle”. You’ll thank me for it.
Hmm..Cam just walked by and said “I love you, grapenut!”