Still Here
Just a shortish entry.
As I’ve told my family on the phone, I’ve still been struggling with depression, which I’d mentioned on an entry a month or two ago. Finally admitted that I wasn’t getting any better..in fact the last 3 weeks were a lot worse and my poor husband was bearing the brunt of my mood swings and irritability. The doctor is away till next week, so until I see him, I’ve got some reading and self-care stuff happening. Got some books out at the library..ones on healing through meditation and breathing/exercise/nutrition and strategies to work through symptoms of depression. I took a good half hour walk today and the past few days I’ve felt better. Lots of heart to hearts with Cameron.
Also got some dollmaking books out, as I’ve been inspired by Loobylu. I want to make some whimsical rag dolls, just for fun. (No, not cheesy looking granny dolls!!) I think tonight I’ll work on that. I was also inspired by a link, on Loobylu, to the website of illustrator Justin DeGarmo..so I’ve got the painting bug again too! But I won’t pile on the expectations to be super creative tonight..one thing at a time.
Generally, I’m feeling pretty well and functioning o.k. Still acting silly with Cam and the pups, who make me laugh daily.
Just need lots more balance and energy.
And I’m still planning to visit the States as soon as it’s possible, for those of you who’ve asked about it. :-) Much love to my family..hey Kathy..not long now! We’re thinking of you!
July 13th, 2004 at 4:19 pm
Hello Amis Dear!
Just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking about you. I hope to see you soon.
Christina
July 13th, 2004 at 5:29 pm
*much love to you darlin* i completely understand how you’re feeling on the depression front. and i’m glad to hear you’re taking the time to take care of yourself. i recommend lots of creativity, good books, steaming cups of tea, and a silly movie or two. xoxoxo
July 13th, 2004 at 10:33 pm
Hello Big Sister!
Just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking of you. Let’s try to get together on IM sometime (if you’re feelling up to it) Just send me an e-mail and let me know when you’ll be on. Your little niece or nephew seems to be quite content kicking me in the ribs and must be fairly cozy, which makes me rather uncozy!!! Tell this kid to hurry up already! Love you and miss you lots!!!!!
July 14th, 2004 at 12:26 pm
Thanks for the comments everybody!!
Cam and I decided earlier today to call the Dr’s office tomorrow and schedule an appointment with a different Dr. so I can start feeling better sooner.
Sr. Chrissy,
YAY! Good to hear from you! I’ve been thinking of you too. Hopfully you’re taking a real vacation this summer and not working 2 or 3 jobs while taking classes!! Tell your folks I said hi too! Is Danielle still going for a career in the arts?
Love ya lots! Keep saying your rosaries!!
Thanks Kat,
Those are wonderful suggestions..I will be taking them all! *hugs*
Kaffy,
Sounds like a good idea. Now that I’ve sufficiently worried all my family and friends, and the phone looks like it’s going to be tied up for the next 2 or 3 days, I’ll try to pick a good day for IM with ya..so long as the little munchkin doesn’t decide to "hurry up" at that time. Wouldn’t that be something?! Then I kind of WOULD be there for the occassion. Bahh haa haa!
If I forget next week, tell "Pappa Sheerer" I said Happy Birfday! (You know I’m gonna call him that..But, hey, at least it’s not "Uncle Beavis"!)
Love you lots..I’ll send an email in a little while.
Amis Kapamis
p.s. SUPER 22!
July 15th, 2004 at 5:44 am
amy, i’m thinking of you too :) *hug*
July 15th, 2004 at 1:49 pm
Thanks, toothie! *hug* How’ve ya been?!