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A Post, a Poem and Many Pictures! Hurrah!

Saturday, July 28th, 2007
  
listening to: Spoon: The Underdog, Bjork, Kay Kyser, Sir Walter Frog, The Bird and the Bee

Wrote this entry a couple of days ago, but have been too busy to post it.
Hope everyone is well. We are on the mend. I still have a bit of a sore throat tonight, but have more energy and am thankful for the gorgeous weather we’ve been having. More walks in the fields with the dogs. Cam has been feeling much better. Visits with friends and family, and plans for more this week. I can feel Spring in the air too. Thank goodness!

I’ll be in touch. This site seems to be behaving itself once again, (knock on wood!)

Here’s what I wrote on Thursday:

A few days ago I started feeling good enough to walk the dogs in the paddocks (fields) adjoining our yard. Saw droppings that I didn’t recognize -being the talented bush tracker that I am now (Well, I DO know what wombat scat looks like)- and told Cam about them. He said it sounded like Kangaroo, which is what I’d suspected. Yesterday, while taking laundry down from the line in the early evening, I happened to look up past the pond when Goldie started barking. Lo and behold, a kangaroo was sitting right past the pond (known here as a dam), staring over at us. WOW! So I scurried the dogs inside, and told Cam to come out with the camera. We didn’t get any new pictures, because the ‘Roos were quite fast as they bounded to the larger pond/dam down the hill. But what a sight to see them along the horizon! I’m glad we watched it rather than waste time trying to get a good shot!

Here is where I first saw them:

The weather has been warming up enough to make things more bearable. I’m still on antibiotics, still have a sore throat, still lethargic, but feeling wonderful in spirit, nonetheless. Although last night I went to bed very early, and very grumpy because I’m tired of being sick!!!

Today, this poem resonated deeply with me:

Starfish

This is what life does. It lets you walk up to
the store to buy breakfast and the paper, on a
stiff knee. It lets you choose the way you have
your eggs, your coffee. Then it sits a fisherman
down beside you at the counter who says, Last night,
the channel was full of starfish. And you wonder,
is this a message, finally, or just another day?

Life lets you take the dog for a walk down to the
pond, where whole generations of biological
processes are boiling beneath the mud. Reeds
speak to you of the natural world: they whisper,
they sing. And herons pass by. Are you old
enough to appreciate the moment? Too old?
There is movement beneath the water, but it
may be nothing. There may be nothing going on.

And then life suggests that you remember the
years you ran around, the years you developed
a shocking lifestyle, advocated careless abandon,
owned a chilly heart. Upon reflection, you are
genuinely surprised to find how quiet you have
become. And then life lets you go home to think
about all this. Which you do, for quite a long time.
Later, you wake up beside your old love, the one
who never had any conditions, the one who waited
you out. This is life’s way of letting you know that
you are lucky. (It won’t give you smart or brave,
so you’ll have to settle for lucky.) Because you
were born at a good time. Because you were able
to listen when people spoke to you. Because you
stopped when you should have and started again.
So life lets you have a sandwich, and pie for your
late night dessert. (Pie for the dog, as well.) And
then life sends you back to bed, to dreamland,
while outside, the starfish drift through the channel,
with smiles on their starry faces as they head
out to deep water, to the far and boundless sea.

- Eleanor Lerman

Some more recent pictures. I’ve been snap-happy again:

Our “front yard” :

Our “back yard”:

The large pond/dam at the bottom of the hill. (Just past the property we’re on):

Goldie wandering by the banks of the large pond:

My self portrait, taken in reflection of outside of the studio window. (A bit hard to tell, but the smaller pond is in the background. Because of the drought, water levels are quite low. Last summer there was no water in it at all, but it’s recovered a little this winter.):

Gorgeous irises from Cameron on my bedside windowsill:

Iris detail:

The wonderful moon through the tall eucalyptus trees at dusk:

Here I am painting, in the cheery yellow knit hat that Christine gave to me the other week:

And, I’ve saved the best for last!
The whole family had to try on this fuzzy “dandelion” hat! Tee Hee!:

A Favourite Poet and Poem

Thursday, June 28th, 2007
  
listening to: Bob Evans, Kate Rusby, Dead Can Dance, Missy Elliott, Missy Higgins, Bjork, The Disciplines, The Sugarcubes, Dizzee Rascal, Silverchair

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love is the every only god

who spoke this earth so glad and big
even a thing all small and sad
man may his mighty briefness dig

for love beginning means return
seas who could sing so deep and strong

on queerying wave will whitely yearn
from each last shore and come home young

so truly perfectly the skys
by merciful love whispered were,
completes its brightness with your eyes

any illimitable star

- ee cummings

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Taken from our backyard:

Pondering

Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
  

I’ve not been doing well with Art Everyday Month, have I? I don’t know what it is, really, but I haven’t been enthusiastic about blogging or visiting blogs lately. Maybe it’s blog fatigue?
Well, I don’t want to leave 9 Moons Ago in the lurch, so it’s time to think about what I can do to re-inspire myself.

When I first launched into this site I was heavily inspired by Loobylu and Danny Gregory, and I still like those blogs a lot, but I don’t get the same feeling about them that I had back in February of 2004. Along the way I discovered other blogs, some of which I’ve yet to link to, and they’ve all proved to be inspiring as well, yet lately I don’t do much more than drop in and quickly read them. I rarely comment on any these days. Perhaps I’ve been relying too much on other blogs as my main source of inspiration for my own, when there is so much out there that I’m not looking at.

I know that before I had my bipolar episode this year, I was reading and writing with much passion, and doing artwork that I was proud of. Had ideas in the works and felt that I was ready to tackle bigger artistic projects. Before and after the hospital, I began writing some strange entries, and then out of nowhere came poetry. Some of it good, some of it not. And as I recovered, I felt that my regular writing began to be more matter-of-fact, boring even: “Today I did this. Tomorrow I might do that.” And I felt I’d lost my way with creating, even though I did some art on the computer, and a little bit of sketching here and there.

I know that I can get back to a place of inspiration and motivation again, but right now I’m not there yet. Forcing myself to draw every day is not the answer. Although Art Everyday Month isn’t about forcing the work, it just feels forced to me if I’m not excited by what I’m doing. So I’ve decided to have a good think session and see what ideas I can come up with to jump-start my creativity. It might be doing the Artists Way or Vein of Gold (creativity workbooks), but it might not be. I have a problem with starting things and not finishing them, so it might be better to come up with a plan of my own. Completion being one goal.

Perhaps the answer won’t lie in doing artwork right now, although I know I’ll still be making art. Perhaps my inspiration will come from other sources. I’ve got some ideas, but I’m keeping tight lipped about them right now.

So I’m making it a goal to reverse this trend of withdrawal, and start sharing myself and my enthusiasm once more. I’m not going to say when or how often I’ll post here, or make a commitment of having art on every post. I’m going to think about when, how and why I started this blog, and what I want it to become. I’m going to think of ways to re-inspire myself and what I want to say to people. I’m going to brainstorm, experience, work and play. I’m going to reflect, refresh, and evaluate. We’ll see where it goes from here….

On a Rainy Saturday

Saturday, October 8th, 2005
  

Well, despite the wet day, I got a walk in. And accomplished a few chores, although I’ve yet to finish unpacking my suitcases..but never fear..I will! Cameron keeps urging me to do so anyway, so he can sweep the bedroom floor. Saturdays are our clean up house day, so I’m keeping him from his duties!
I’ve been kind of up and down, still adjusting to the time here and a new atmosphere, but overall it’s been good. Went to the movies to see Wallace and Gromit. And had a good time and a bit of champagne & Turkish bread with beetroot dip at Adrian’s photo exhibition. He had a great display of stuff..very inspiring.
I’ve been walking just about every day and doing morning pages too. I’m about to start up the Artists Way again, so that should get my creativity going.
Yet, there are some more drawings to post today:



The wonky dog drawings





Some more of the chair series.

And, for my poetry fans, another poem, written in honour of the day:

This Spring Rain

The lush green leaves
are drenched in water
washed with water
shine with water

The bendy gum trees
drip with water
soak in water
drink up water

The eaves of the house
pour off water
tap with water
gleam with water

This rain
This roaring Spring rain
Rages with water
Teams with water
Sings of water

Water swelling
Water rushing
Water swirling

Water blessing

Hope your day is sunny, light and warm, no matter what the weather!