9 Moons Ago

Yesterday I felt a bit panicky about all I have to do, and all that I wasn’t doing.
Today I got some things started..I have to do more, but it’ll come together as it should!

I’ve been visiting “camp sark” but somehow, it doesn’t really provide me with too much..I’m enjoying it sometimes, but it kinda falls flat with all the people there…I’m not quite sure what it’s lacking..maybe I’m just too used to the type of people at the auto board?
Every site like this has “cliques”.

I miss talking to Cam since he’s been busy with the box making, but he called for a little while last night…and that was great..it made me happier!

Gonna visit triple A tomorrow about my flight info..visas and plane tics. Hopefully I’ll have purchased them by tomorrow..and hopefully visas don’t take too long to go through..I’ve put it off for way too long!!

Gonna take a walk up to the mailbox..I’m writing Cam a letter each day this week..or most days.. I skipped yesterday..but it’ll be cool for him to get special mail!
Gonna call Luisa Thurs or Friday and want to visit the Bells too, if possible. Trying on my wedding gown tomorrow night! YAY

Tired..it’s late.
Thought I’d give this a try..for now..i’m not sure what i’ll use this diary for..but i’ll figure it out as i go along.

Mom bought me a cool little wreath for a votive candle..blue berries, brown branches, green leaves. she was at dutch days. work was bearable..an 8.5 hour day.

talked to cam and suze on instant messenger tonight. cam’s still making boxes..so we’ve been limited on time to talk lately. next monday and tues i’m going to april’s .. we’ll go out on the boat.

feeling good lately..hope filled and looking forward to the future, moving is a scary thought as well as sad..but in contrast-it’s exciting and fun to think of being in australia again! i do miss it.

i need to write REAL letters to: tammy, the kochs, suzanne. (to start with)
i need to e mail: jen, ruth, chhavy. (to start with)

Want to start walking the track with mom..I think I’ve been losing weight, my clothes fit better. YAY!

ok..tres late..me tired..i’m going to sleep now. *YAWN*
goodnight,
amy